Be Without Her

You can't place your trust in people. In the end, the only one you can ever depend upon is yourself.

It's true that I myself can't even forget my own past. But I won't let it confusing me. It's my sworn duty not to dwell on my past.

I believe that if I were ever allowing myself to change and be the person she wanted me to be I'd be just like her, putting my fate in the hands of others. But at the same time, wanting everyone to focus only on me. I don't want to become that kind of person. So I let her go.

Dan malam ini aku tak ingin ingatan tentang apa yang pernah ada antara kami lebur dalam puing kemarahan. Malam ini kubiarkan diriku maklum. Sebab di atas semuanya, hanya maaf dan jutaan terima kasih yang kini bisa kuberikan padanya. Selebihnya? Itu cuma masa lalu.

Dan aku bukan orang yang terpaku pada masa lalu.