how did i fall in love with you -bsb

remember when we never needed each other
the best of friends like sisters and brothers
we understand, we'll never be alone

now that days are gone
and i want you so much
the night is long
and i need your touch

dont know what to say
never meant to feel this way
dont wanna be alone tonight

what can i do to make you mine
falling so hard, so fast this time
what did i say?
what did you do?
how did i fall in love with you

i hear your voice
and i start to tremble
brings back the child
i resemble

i can not pretend
that we can still be friend
dont wanna be alone tonight

i wanna tell you this right
and it has to be tonight
just need you to know
i dont wanna live this life
i dont wanna say goodbye
with you i wanna stand
the rest of my life

everything's changed
we'll never knew how did i fall in love with you...



*remembering my first love

sajak rindu?

"dan senja datang mengusik rinduku
berteman angin dan derunya ombak
seakan berbisik tentang cerita cinta
menyibak tirai kerinduan"

ah, sayang, kau gambarkan seperti itu gelisah?
itu gambaranmu tentang rindu?

tak kusoalkan mana yang lebih merindu dari kita
tak jadi masalah apakah aku atau kamu yang lebih tersesat

aku ingin menjadi senja
aku mau menjadi angin,
ombak,
menjadi apapun yang bisa mengerti tentang rindu yang kau bawa

aku ingin menggenangi pipimu dengan butir keharuan
tentang laporan hitungan hari ini aku merindumu
kubuat serupa kurva-kurva manis dan kutuliskan cumbu rayu
di tiap-tiap tabel tengah halaman

kau tak bisa bilang tak cinta padaku
kau yang selalu tanya cintakah aku padamu

babe

baby,
sometimes i get tired answering my cell
only to find your voice on the line

baby,
sometimes its hard to get over
things that has brought us here, together

but baby,
not that i dont mind if i lose you
things just out of my control and i feel so weak
i need to wake up, sometime, without you

and i need to cry
i feel myself dying and something kills me inside
oh, baby, i wish you
i wish you
i wish you could set me free from this pain

its tearing up my heart when im with you
but when we are apart i feel it, too

my gentle, crazy heart

for every atom of my craving i
need to hear sweet words of love from thee

set a drift

there are some beautiful scenes
some bring tears
make me down to knees

break down and cry

never thought id see
moment when you come back to my life
for good

good

never felt this dilemma before
it has taken its tool on me

damn

perjalanan n1nna 2

ada persimpangan yang berusaha kuputuskan jalan mana yang kupilih. begitu emosional, begitu egois, tapi aku tahu aku ingin jalan yang satu ini. untuk kali ini aku ingin memikirkan diriku sendiri.

its wrong, but yet it feels so right.

tuhan, maafkan aku, ya. kali ini aku ingin memilih jalan yang salah. maaf.

back for good -take that

i guess now is time for me to give up
i feel its time
got a picture of u beside me, got ur lipstick mark still on ur coffee cup

got the first of pure emotion, gotta head of shattered dreams
gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind, now

unawared but underlined, i figure out this story
it wasnt good
but in the corner of my mind i celebrated glory
but that was not to be
in the twist of separation
u excelled at being free
cant u find a little room inside for me ?

whatever i said, whatever i did, i didnt mean it
i just want u back for good
want u back, want u back, want u back for good

whenever im wrong, please tell me this song
then i'll sing it, u'll be right and understood
want u back, want u back, want u back for good

and we'll be together this time is forever
we'll be fighting and forever we will be so complete
in our love we will never be uncovered again

i guess now is time for u come back for good

from the bottom of my broken heart -britney spears

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

[CHORUS:]
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

[Repeat CHORUS]

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?