Aries(es) Do Not Love Those Who Can Not Love Her

Destiny is a strange divine.

No, it's not a person's name. I was totally amazed by a chance meeting. Or, to be more exact, a chance chatting.

I had my first love contact on my Blackberry. I thought she had just went to France and put her picture with the Eiffel as her background in the profile photo. I didn't notice it before, I had stopped stalk her years ago. It turned out to be her 2012 or 2013 pics.

So, we chatted. Nothing more.

I told myself that day, what happen to the Aries? I am an Aries, two of my best friends are, too. And one of my ex. That day, we all got a message from our exes, ex lover or someone we loved in the past. My friends and ex told me that two of her exes messaged/called her.

It was eleven P.M., a rather inconvenient time to chat with a housewife. I was just finished my visit and waiting for the rain (I'm riding a motorcycle). Suddenly I got a message from her. That she wanted to add me to her Blackberry Messenger contact. I asked why, because I had already had her as mine. She told me she got a new cell.

It seems like everybody moving to android.

She told me she missed me so much. I said, yeah, you missed everybody, too. I was not that special, the last one I only added it in my mind.

I wondered, how can I be so in love with her for, like, five or seven years? It is something I can crush easily, right now. As though she doesn't even exist. It was so weird to have a conversation with her, like she was a total stranger, a stranger with memory. But there was a trace of carefulness in my part, as if I still cared about her.

I just don't love her like I did yesterday. Aries do not love those who can't love her.

She was just a part of distant memories. I cherish every bit of 'em, but I don't want her in my life right now. We're fine this way, with her in my rear view mirror.